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god damnt- look what i got myself into...again
so today is a...depressing day you can say 8/30/04 enough said
god damn i'm fuckin pathetic, i honestly dont even know why today is
such a big deal for me, like honestly we broke up like 4 months ago and
its like jesous christ i dont know....i know i need to really grow up,
and move on because i know that even if both of us decided we were
going to try again, it woudlnt work, there woudl be no way- he wouldnt
quit smoking pot for me, and that woudl just make me mad- and like
things are just so different now- like, it wouldnt be the same, and i
just want what we had at our like 5 months, it was so crazy how much in
love we were, and i dont know, i think thats just what i'm dwelling on
right now, what we used to have, how i used to feel when wed just lay
in bed, stupid shit like that ya kno, just the feeling of
belonging....its just all of that building up that cant make me just
fuckin move on, and its horrible because my feelings havent changed in
months and i really dont think there going to anytime soon so...god
this is fuckin gay as hell- and then this otherguy that i still like
was being all gay to me too, and by gay i mean he was being really nice
wich dosent help the fact that i dont want to be over him....but okay
now, i need to relize that i need to move on, and i really want some
people to understand that yea i still have feelings for billy and all
but it dosent matter, because there not going anywhere and i dont want
to just sit here and be single untill he trusts me again, no way ,
because thats never going to happen, i just want things to go back how
they were....around the month of dropfest...that was a nice month, it
was nice weather, big things going on, and the begginning of the
summer....see thats my problem...i dwell on the past<3
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| so kellys party was fun as hell!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!
i think i broke my leg....damn that sucks |
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| whoopedy poopady dooopade DOOOOOO wompady compady lompady WOOOOOO
sompady vonmdaddy shlongpattie WEEEEEE catpooopadie!
loveingthecockadddiie!
spampamaramaramafofanfefifospam....loooopedeeeddoooopdeeeeeedoooo!!!!is
a loupty loo sound from a roller coaster....oooh no way I'M A CAT I'M A
KITTY CAT AND I DANCE DANCE DANCE, AND I DANCE DANCE DANCE,!
THE END OF THE WORLD!
this is the earth chillen, damn is a sweet earth you might say!
so rulling out ice caps melting, meteors becoming crashed into us,
the ozone layer depleating and the sun exploding
we are going to blow up ourselves
hokay now this is what we got
china
france
israle
pakistan
rusia
the uk
and
US
with nukes
we got about 2600 more than anybody else
whatever
LMFAO! its great god i need a cookie<3
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